Post by Christopher Anthony Brian on Jun 28, 2007 18:28:27 GMT
What i did was wrong, but it was great. Should i explain in a little more detail? I have just got back from Billie's Café from a great night, that is going to ruin me and Billie for sure. The night was fine for a while. I drank fizzy drinks like cola, whilst Billie drank alcohol. For a while me and Billie partied and talked until about three AM, which was when Billie got a little too drunk. She started going all weird and told me that she loved her. Billie cut her leg on some broken glass and so i helped her to the sofa, where we had our arms around each other. Once we reached the sofa me and Billie kissed, but it wasn't just a peck on the cheek. Raven and around two other people saw the whole event through a window. I don't think Billie knew what she was doing, but i was 100% sober. People still have control over their feelings when they are drunk & people reveal things that they usually do not want to when they are drunk.
I am scared about what Leo and Estelle are going to say. It is only around 5 am in the morning, and Raven has probably told the whole of Hogwarts and beyond by now. I do care for Estelle, but i love Billie more - allot more. It really is hard to explain. I am not just using Estelle, i do love her, just not as much as i love Billie. I want to apologize for what i have done tonight, as i know that it was wrong, but i loved every second of it.
For the record, i love ya Billie.
To make things even worse the kiss happened on the night of Leo's parents funeral. I only realized about that after, making me feel very guilty. I don't think Leo will trust either of us again. I am not too sure about Estelle either, but they all know that i have always loved Billie.
I am scared about what Leo and Estelle are going to say. It is only around 5 am in the morning, and Raven has probably told the whole of Hogwarts and beyond by now. I do care for Estelle, but i love Billie more - allot more. It really is hard to explain. I am not just using Estelle, i do love her, just not as much as i love Billie. I want to apologize for what i have done tonight, as i know that it was wrong, but i loved every second of it.
For the record, i love ya Billie.
To make things even worse the kiss happened on the night of Leo's parents funeral. I only realized about that after, making me feel very guilty. I don't think Leo will trust either of us again. I am not too sure about Estelle either, but they all know that i have always loved Billie.